Ok so it's getting close to time for school to start, 20 days to be exact and I can feel the itch starting back. You know the itch that I was feeling when school first got out. Well it's back (probably has a lot to do with the fact that my kids are back in school so I don't have anyone to hang with when my hubs is at work). I am so antsy to get back into school. And it's funny because reading back on that post, I talked about working at my local hospital for my externship but already that has changed. I can't believe I'm even considering this, but I have really gotten very interested in working in Peds. Now if you knew me (which I know most of you don't) you would totally laugh at that, but it's true. I have noticed that I have mellowed very much in my "old age" and I actually find myself taking a liking to children that I never thought I would. I have always been interested in oncology and now I find that I am leaning toward pediatric oncology. Of course this is just a thought and probably once I start my rotations I will have a better understanding of where I truly want to work. From what I've seen of others, you pretty much find your way during clinicals. I think that's where most people weed out what they don't like and/or discover what they do like. And while I don't want to wish my life away, I have to admit I will be glad to be done with this semester since the clinical is in the nursing home, booo. Nursing home or not, I am READY to get back into school!! Of course there's that little thing about going on a cruise first (yipee!!) but once that's done it's right into the school year and I am super ready for it!!
So today I was reading Sophia's blog over at All Things NP , she's a NP student at Penn State. As I was reading about her interview process with Penn State & her rotations & her Sim Man day I started thinking, I am nowhere NEAR as smart as she is. I still struggle with what lab values are correct, much less IF they're off then why??!! I know that I don't put in as much time studying as some of my other classmates do and all of this makes me really doubt myself. When will this stuff start to really click? When will I start to KNOW this stuff? I wish I could spend more time studying than I do & in all honesty I probably could, but I also have a very busy life. I know that's not an excuse as everyone has their own "stuff", but I was seriously thinking as I was reading over her blog that I really need to buckle down & start reading a bit more. I definitely need to start studying more. I mean, I'm doing fine in my classes but PERSON
I give you credit. Fields like pediatric oncology, oncology in general and Hospice care are very tough and rewarding. Finish school and you will be a good nurse no matter what your calling.
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