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FREAKING OUT!!!

Why do I feel like I'm the only one that doesn't know what the hell I'm doing?? I mean I have no CLUE what this stuff in my Patho book is talking about and short of reading EVERYTHING, how am I supposed to know it? Then I feel like even if I "learn" it, meaning I learn what she has on the power points, I really am not getting it. When she asks the NCLEX style questions, I am hard pressed to know what in the world she's talking about, this does NOT bode well for my first exam. I am COMPLETELY freaking out. Like seriously, I'm wondering what other careers I can entertain and what the hell did I do taking out a $10K student loan. I am losing it!!!! I am seriously thinking 5 classes plus a lab is just too much! Am I just being a wuss???

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  1. Azmomo2andcountingJanuary 23, 2012 at 7:24 PM

    Obtain Pathophysiology Made Incredibly Easy... it really does help.

    No 5 classes your first year in Nursing School is very tough!

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