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57 More days!!!

I just  have to keep reminding myself, 57 more days, 57 more days, 57 more days!!  To say that this has been the worst semester since I've started nursing school is a total understatement!  Up until this point I suppose I should consider myself lucky. I've never had any problems with any of my professors, I've made decent grades & so far I have enjoyed nursing school.  Then this semester hit me like a ton of bricks.  Between working, clinicals, class & home I am just DONE.  I have NEVER counted down the days until a semester has been over until this one. 

To add company to my misery, there have been some issues at work & my home life isn't the rosiest either.......................Why?? Why when I am SO close to the end is all of this cropping up??  Please God make this 57 days pass by without any more bumps...............

Sincerely,



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  1. I'm reading this and I guess you have 53 more days left. Good luck with the countdown - I hope it gets better for you before the end.

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  2. Well it's 57 more days until this semester is over & then I have one more semester. This semester is just really getting to me. It's not my best semester....

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  3. Hang in there! When it's all over and you are actually working, it will all seem so much easier and you will wonder why it was so painful.

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